KENNETH SCOFIELD

GOOD BYE DOPE.

2010-12-13T12:50:00.002+08:00

13 DEC 2010

"Now who's that knocking on my brain?
I hope it's not you, Mister DOPE.
Because Mr. DOPE, you and I are thru,
And so is the fake fun that I had with you.

Now Mr. DOPE, how could you dare,
Even have the nerve to come around here?
Because of you I lost my best friends,
And I'll never forgive you for what you did.

For you made me lie, cheat, swindle and steal,
And you convinced me it was no big deal.
To lie to my sister and rip off my brother,
And even steal from my own sweet mother.

You brought me to places that I didn't want to be,
You made me see things I didn't want to see.
You made me do things that I didn't want to do,
Like leaving my love ones just to hang out with you.

You promised you'd be there but you left me alone,
You didn't even answer when I called on the phone.
You promised me riches but you then left me poor,
And these are the reasons I don't want you no more.

So goodbye Mr. DOPE and goodbye pain,
Goodbye to the days of acting insane.
Goodbye to the nights that we spent together,
Goodbye Mr. DOPE and goodbye forever.

MOVING ON WITH MY LOVE ONES ! (:

for my love ones

2010-11-15T12:29:00.002+08:00

15/11/10

it's time that i should wake up and change for the better for my love ones! if not for jesus i might be still the same old me. for now im going to repent and do whatever it takes to be a better person. i'm so gona miss my girl but im sure she knows that i will think of her everyday! im proud of myself to take this first step for my future.
time and tide waits for no man, if i dont move on whats the point ? all the best to me! and I LOVE YOU BABY ! ! o.OV

blessed with love !

2010-10-13T15:45:00.003+08:00

CAUSE WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU . . . . . .

seriously happy now knowing that baby is always by my side ! well well ! we had our first date out to bedok jetty to fish ! yeah fishing !! though we caught nothing but i believe that both of us had a hell of a great time together watching the sunset! it was awesome and sweet and that was the first time i held her hands (: the feeling was great looking looking at my cute little creature with her sweet smile that really made my day and always be , she never fails to give me that smile which could always make me melt inside! but luckily i won't get diabetes with her sweet smile! ahahaha ! (: love is something that it's so precious which nothing can really just make you contented in life !

AND I SAID ,

I'll be the prince and you'll be the princess ,
and i said : marry me juliet , you'll never have to be alone , i love you and that's all i really know! it's a love story baby just say YES...... ! ! ! o.OV

AIRPLANE ! NICE NICE NICE !

2010-10-08T16:36:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU&ob=av2e

what about now , what about today.

2010-09-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

When I think about what we used to be,

I cry and cry in spite of me.

It just seems crazy

Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,

Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow.

Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,

Mybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.

Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,

Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.

Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,

Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.

Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,

Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.

all time FAV !

2009-11-07T10:40:00.001+08:00

thats how it started ! WATCH !

2009-04-11T04:55:00.003+08:00

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2009-03-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Now I could sit around and talk about all my problems
Or try to tell you how I feel
But I can't get that deep
And if you wonder why I always seem so distant
Well there's more than what you see and I want you to know
Is I could change at all
You know that I would change it all
If I could change at all
You know that I would change it all
And you would be my angel
If I coul do it I would do it right now
If I had to fall
I know that I would have it all
And you would be my angel
And I would never worry about nothing

boo hoo !

2009-01-10T06:43:00.002+08:00

where should i start from now! ok fucking working now at tanjong pagar as a bartender! well i shall say im currently happy with what im doing now. i always have this thought , bartender are quite cool in someway ,there is a charm in them if ladies just sit by the bar seeing you work. aha ok well gotta know much more pple now my network of friends are building and getting larger. been working 6days a week, weekends BURN what to do ! and getting home in the wee hours. ok lah , its some funny day today thats why i blog. during working hours i ran out of fags i went to 7-11 to buy it and swey swey i left my wallet in my dads car today. first thing the guy ask "IC" ? i told him i never bring wallet i told him eh i 21 already lah. cb he still say no. knn du lan already , a guy standing behind me in his 30's i ask him for help. he help me and passed me the cig and i thank him for that. i asked him so your here drinking with friends uh. he said no. i told him hey why not come over to the pub im working at to have a look. he said ok . he opened a bottle of vsop and end of the day im the champ in the outstanding sales which is not my job. i told my boss lol. guess im quite ok in talking and making pple feel good ^^

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- ok its still bothering me thinking of her -

i know you think that i shouldn't still love you or tell you that, but if i didn't say it well i'd still have felt it. where's the sense in that? if you live by the rules of its over then im sure that makes sense.

i'v learnt how to cherish , love yourself.

2008-12-12T02:18:00.005+08:00

karma.

2008-11-23T05:17:00.003+08:00

what does the word 'KARMA' mean? i do believe in karma, sigh sigh sigh many problems and problems. recently problems comming and comming its karma i believe.

probs here and there fights, quarrel all the bad things happen have happened!
sometimes i tell myself whats life about. everything i do or handle is always wrong and small problems become big probs and big probs become fucking BIG shit that its hard to clear.

I HATE MONEY ALOT ! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

this is what we do when we got nothing to do

2008-11-07T20:50:00.003+08:00

super SHIOoOoK! that's my cousin and me.

party

2008-10-31T10:33:00.003+08:00

met tin at double O.

BUDDDYS B'DAY!

2008-10-29T01:25:00.004+08:00

THE 2 BIRTHDAYS BOYS! LORRYYYY ... LOL

thanks merc for your merc aha! S:LK !!

2008-10-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

heh! enjoy the spin!

partying

2008-10-14T16:45:00.005+08:00

have been partying , drinking like shit , doing things that are right or wrong i also don't know i just lost me human sense. all i do is just having fun ain't life suppose to be ....

FISHING !!

2008-10-10T09:25:00.007+08:00

went fishing with derrick at PRP for 3 hours ONLY! i guess every meals will be fishy LOL

CLICK ON MY VIDEO
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-fishing is like having sex once you get the feel you will get what i mean aha!

shop shop

2008-10-09T06:29:00.010+08:00

went for shopping spree today with amanda and bought alot of things! haha! really had fun looking at stuffs non stop! got a few tops and some stupid little things that i dont use it at all but still i bought it. i really do hate money at times i dont know why when im feeling lousy i always just buy and buy o.OV .then chris met us for dinner . after that the 2nd half continues, we started to shop again. haha! i left around 8+ to katong to meet my friends, was feeling kinda fucktup and we slacked for awhile to do some bitching and stuff. they left as some gotta work or booking in to camp so i was alone there! so happen qi wen text me , she asked me where am i and how i am i told her about my probs she know something ain't right she came down from double o and came to find me.

THANK YOU QI WEN ! your really one nice friend! love love.

PARTY ANIMALS AT RITZ CARLTON !

2008-10-07T05:45:00.009+08:00

it was real happening! playing through the night having a great time when all of us finally met up! we were celebrating chris bday! chris is one of my best buddy and amanda is my good sister! she's really a very nice girl i swear! doing everything to please someone she love. i really do envy alot but i told myself no girls will ever try to get me hurt again yo! after going through so much, i really learnt that how a person could just change in a blink of an eye. frankly speaking , towards R/L i just lost my human sense. you can say that i'm heartless or whatever but all this shit i picked it up from what i have gone through. GARCIES*

got it .

2008-10-06T14:51:00.004+08:00

Realize that the girl holding onto u is perfect in her own special way. The way she laughs. The way she sleeps. The way she loves you. The way she tries to please you. Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her. There might also be someone out there. who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now. Fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. And then you run back to her. And u do the same. But you see love in her eyes. What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt?

i never believe pretty girls *NOT ALL* they are ugly inside.

- NOTHING IS FOREVER, SO WHY START. JUST FUCK AROUND, YOUR HAPPY SO DO I -

better day dude.

2008-10-01T09:14:00.000+08:00

have not slept at all yet , for some reasons.. fuck it. its 9am and i'm fucking bored taking some stupid new photos which look so cool aha. forgive me i'm a little crazy today! just today ( : alright getting ready to meet up with my buddy soon and head to town for my better day. yeah

whats wrong !

2008-09-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

my god , why is my fucking problems never coming to the end! it seems like i solve one the next one would just come! i don't ask for much, just wanting a simple life that's all. well, i feel that i'm no longer as strong as before to solve my problems. i'm really sick and tired worrying about this and that. i really hate what i'm going through right now.

FINALLY DONE WITH MY BOOK

2008-09-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

awesome lady which can't hold a candle to , somehow cool but after reading, its like shes super extreme and hardcore which i would never want to look to or expierence it after all its one of the best that i'v read. i don't really read books actually ooOps!

ANOTHER PRAWNY NIGHT WHICH GOES HEH HEH HEH. AHA!

2008-09-20T02:54:00.000+08:00

had a great night out prawning and this time its really PRAWN'S NIGHT!
that's the aftermath!

PRAWNS FALL IN !

had a great day

2008-09-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

went to bugis to meet nira after her sch and went parkway to have japanese food! it was really great! heh ! then went to acc her to do some stuff after that. so i went on carrying on with my tennis ( :

MASTERS IN ZOMBIE MANAGEMENT

2008-09-04T03:38:00.000+08:00

HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. COMPLETED WITHOUT ERRORS! o.OV

SHORT AND SWEET

2008-09-02T05:12:00.000+08:00

2/10/08 TUESDAY

as i said short and sweet, life is getting really boring for me. i'v done everything in life and i dont see anything more fun that i have not done. ok she's coming back today ..... BLANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssss. i shall just fucking sleep now

the right decision? i dont know either

2008-08-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

31/8/08 SUNDAY

well , i think i should just forget about her and move on as i know its hard for her to give me a answer and i dont want her to give her more problems. frankly speaking i don't know how she feels now. i don't really like to drag things. KENNETH MOVE ON!

LET THE LYRICS TELL !

prawning ( :

2008-08-30T04:17:00.000+08:00

30/8/08 saturday

when to bugis to chill with my buddys and play my tennis games. kinda bored so we went prawning in the night!

was prawning and next to the prawning pond it was a fishing pond , my god! i noticed a guy struggling for like so long so i was curious and i went over to take a look. i was standing there like 1hr , he started fighting with the fish an hour ago ! i can't believe with my own eyes that this guy got this 40kg monster!

myself o.OV

2008-08-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

29/09/08 FRIDAY

well well ! this my first time blogging aha. hmmm shall just probably talk a little about myself. how should i start off with, ok currently bumming around doing nothing hanging around in town having fun though it looks really kinda great being so free and doing anything i want but seriously i'm so sick of it. sigh i started betting on soccer and i was doing well in the beggining in the end things weren't looking up for me i lost super huge amounts even now. i got so upset over trival things , was so depressed and deluded! though things have already been cleared when my mind replayed snatches of my hardscore play style i still feel really bad but what happen have already happened. so for now i will get myself into the flamboyant universe and get myself a job and its time for me to settle down as im not getting any younger but i still look young and cute oOoops ( :
hopefully i would be able to get myself a good gf, i'm single for like 2years probably its because the scar in me is still there and the best part is like i totally forgot how to date a girl! aha. so girls out there probably you might wana date me ? niahAhAhaa